Since it’s a Wednesday I had to go to chapel this morning because unfortunately I go to a christian school… which is awkward, to say the least, as a pagan-ish person ●_●. I am officially adopting this term for myself now. If you are wondering what the actual fuck I am talking about, see my entry for 1. October.
Anyways this speaker was there and he talked to us about standing up for each other or whatever and also some other stuff and he had all these ai-generated pictures in his slideshow and like lowkey weird to talk about solidarity while simultaneously using a thing that takes water away from minority communities… (¬_¬ ᵕ) (¬_¬ ᵕ) (¬_¬ ᵕ).
Y’know, I’ve noticed this weird trend where some people will be like, “Oh my ~godd~ AI is really bad and it’s wrecking like so many things- BUT I’M NOT ANTI-AI GUYS I SWEAR I’M NOT.” Like, okay, why not? (ㆆ _ ㆆ) Because you kind of seemed anti-ai a second ago… It’s like they’re afraid that it’s going to murder them three years later if they say anything and like I just find it very cowardly. I am anti-ai. Bam. Said it. COME ARREST ME (•̀⤙•́ ).
Okay, side-rant over (ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ). After chapel I had Statistics, but I had to leave early in order to get to my college classes. History was interesting. Dr. B was back, and we talked about the Greco-Persian Wars ദ്ദി(⎚_⎚). German was good, too. The teacher’s assistant (idk if that’s the right word) taught us. She’s from Germany, like the professor. I like how she teaches the lessons in German; Dr. S uses mostly English for that.
My dad picked me up from the campus and we went to lunch. We went to this ramen place and I got mac’n’cheese which is lowkey embarrassing and made me feel six and like I love ramen I swear, especially this place’s ramen but they make really really good mac’n’cheese and I wanted some comfort food, okay? ಢ‸ಢ My last class was Economics and I mean there’s not much to say about that.
I had to take a break from my chest binder today unfortunately because I was definitely over-wearing it but I’m just so uncomfortable without it (◞ _◟). So today’s been really dysphoric but at least I’ve been wearing a jacket which helps somewhat (._.). Last night after I took it off I noticed that when I turned my torso at all I’d get this sensation in one of my ribs like someone was stabbing it and then keeping the knife there, if that makes sense? Like a stabbing pain but also a persistent one. So, yeah, I decided it was time to take a break. Idk what that was exactly but it seems to be gone now. Hopefully it doesn’t come back when I put my binder on tomorrow…
I should probably do some homework tonight but I kinda want to take a break night so I might just do some laundry, take a shower, write some fanfic, and watch a movie. Have a good morning/day/afternoon/night wherever you are!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
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